I was concentrating on my studies suddenly a big housefly came flying into my room. First reaction was to smack the fly, but in vain.
Suddenly my chest pains came back. I couldn't move....i felt so painful, n there was no vinson around to hold me...i had to press my acupoints and slowly try to get back to my seat. Im typing now but i can hardly move my body. I can't even breathe normally...its not as bad as last time, but as long as it is around, it is bad. I cant go get my vitamin pills coz i can't move at all..all i can move is my head n my fingers.
how am i going to go to bed? God..please...i think ive got so many things to stress about- housing..vinson's bid for clerk...my studies...money...
"I AM WILLING LORD"
Sometimes when I am down,
And I don't feel like you are around O Lord
Feeling so sorry for me,
Not knowing that all the while
You're working to see
If when I'm put through the fire,
I'll come out shining like gold
O Lord, please don't ever stop working with me
Till you see I can be all you want me to be
I am willing Lord, I am willing Lord
To be just exactly what you want me to be
Often when I ask why
Teach me then on you to rely O Lord,
You surely know what is best,
May I learn that in confidence
And strength I can rest,
Then leaning fully on you,
My questions fall one by one
Dear Lord, please don't ever stop working with me
Till you see I can be all you want me to beThis song is dedicated to Phie and Vin....May they trust in the Lord in all they do.
*An angel whispered in my ears.....*
5/03/2005 12:06:00 AM